Wednesday, May 20, 2009

The sixth chapter-Red Needle

My mind now is as black as the black thoughts of the evil witches out there.Thinking of the "Trick and Treat " song makes me kneeling.Our day could be black so as white.Like some people who have a very nice day and a very depressing day.Fill your thoughts with smiles?Can you?

Looking at a precious friend crying inside makes the other side feeling to take a red needle and stab it at them.A red needle to me is the most powerful needle in the world.It is invisible,but the pain felt is visible.Can it be compared to the "Akai Ito"?
No,"Akai Ito" is the most important for a lost mate to find their mate.It cant be compared to a red needle.Not even once.

The wind slowly passes through a familiar town,
while two people walk at the same pace as always.
After laughing and fooling around,
I see a mature gaze I've never seen before.
It's OK if you don't say anything.
Your feelings are not mistaken.
Just continue to move straight ahead.
I can't help looking at you.
Whether or not I am beside you,
there is a red string that ties people together.
-Koshi Inaba

There is no similarities between a red string and a red needle.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

The fifth chapter-Dedication



No matter how far you left us,your song will be together with us,forever.May you rest in peace,Ritsuko Okazaki

I was so happy, when you smiled. Your smile breaks through the clouds of gray,
Far from the sunny days that lie in sleep.

Waiting with patience for the Spring, when the flowers will bloom renewed again,
Knowing there's more beyond the pain of today.

Although the scars of yesterday remain.
You can go on living as much as your heart believes.

You can't be born again, although you can change
Let's stay together, always.
-Ritsuko Okazaki.

I will and always remember your beautiful lyrics that you wrote with your white hands.The songs you wrote and the sang with your angelic voice will always be with us.
Could anyone replace her?There is not even a single soul could take her place as the woman who knows the words of love and charm.The lovely voice of her will make me cry and remember my happy moments.So does sad.As long as I could still listen to you,its enough for me to be strong and willful to challenge my weakness.As I sleep,I could feel your sweet voice singing from up there.

The key to open the heart is not a strong power,
But an honest feeling-Ritsuko Okazaki


Your poetic imagery,depth emotion,gentle optimism and simplicty songs are the one I kneel for.The real song.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

The fourth chapter-RedString

Rival.One word but means a lot.Any meaning wouldn't do any great.

To aim his heart with a sweet date,I don't want to be defeated by them
Because there's always a rival of love,Whispering 'HOPE', an invincible magic spell
An Ideal solved in my dreams,Because they're already the reason of a couple
No one obstructs it!
Words of truth that burn my heart
The drama destiny I want to draw
*This trap that I tended to you
This cherry colored thread
Fall inside, slave of my love
You won't be able to escape*-Kanon Wakeshima

Could love rival,connected to a red string?I'm trapped between this two string.A magic red string and a red string.Whispers of "HOPE' fading away.Could someone present me with a cherry coloured thread to replace the magic trapped that was tended to me?Fallen in the trap wasn't that easy,you need a string to pull you back,standing strong in rain and storms.I cant be scared,facing the truth that I have no where to hide.Like a destiny written in her song.

The third chapter-Charmed





After hours of crawling in the sea,I finally found the masterpiece I have been looking for.An art which reflects the dark-side.Such as Kanon Wakeshima`s art,never fails to make my heart changes its colour.

(arts,from Kanon Wakeshima official website)

The second chapter-Crescendo

What do you call a love story with a crescendo?I call it lies.Logically,bloody annoying people could be the one you chose.Even a bloody irritating-clown faced-two timer/coward could be one of them.Sometime,a love aren't that honest.

Even an old book could handle love story which is full of the words 'I love you forever"."All i need is you" and etc.Aren't that sweet?Aw.....Probably these words are used in common for so called newborn together couple.

Surprisingly,a boredom could be replace by having a fake smile on your face 24/7,aren't that logic?Surprisingly too,a love can also be replace by hating the other side.Full of fury of betrayal sounds nice to me.Eventually,I tried my best to bang this bloody irritating feeling to a white wall so it will turn bloody red.The best,love aren't that pretty as a crescendo.

The first chapter-Cherish

Sometimes,you can even miss the overflowing feelings sealed in you.But,once you revealed it,it will grow.What can you do when your unreturnable feelings get back to you?Some people wouldnt realize if they even have even 0.99% of like/hate.It just like wind,or storm.Knocking the door,then leave.

Even a love story have this,right?It could be sweet-bitter-sour-salty love.I wonder if a lady could live looking at the guy she cherish spending his golden minutes with the other angel.Mankind arent that honest.They could just toy with your precious heart of an angel and then put an endless pain in it.

I totally agree,in love with a useless clown is actually digging your own blood grave.Meaningless.Love is tender,but hate arent that kind.

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